i cant forget you

my darlin bro has made me sick. ahhh love him so much. and i have to get well before sunday or sorry ppl, i think i'll give da thailand trip a miss. i'm contagious. lol.

ystd's incident has just reinforced my belief dat no one should ever commit him or herself to a relationship. it's just too serious for me. maybe i'll just stick to dates huh?

yes cher i'm an escapist. i dun even know what i shld do right now. shld i continue runnin away frm da problem? i know i shldnt, but maybe it's best dat we just bury everything and pretend nth happened. okie i admit, i'm afraid. i'm afraid of what truths will come up. i'm afraid of what his answer would be. i'd rather i don't know. i'm being such a boZo right now. hmmm, gals' trait eh? girls looooveee to run away. we're all escapists i guess.

gosh, it confuses me further to say this, but i'm not sure if i can put this down. maybe i can, maybe i can't. i guess we'll see. and for those of u who are not used to seein this kinda entries, hmmm i'm sorry if i sound a teeny weeny lil emotional, cuz i'm not always dat happy girl all of you know.

okie dokie i'm gonna sleep now. ta.